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5 years life update

 I haven't written for 6 years here, wow.  I kind miss the writer soul inside me, so here I am. Opening blogger in a cafe in Yoyogi Uehara station, after dropped off my daughter to her KG and waiting for an interview session to the job I applied last week as a researcher in one of national research institutes in Japan. Apa yang aku rasakan sekarang? Nano-nano is my favorite way of expressing feeling since I have been never the emotional type. I have never been too happy or too sad. I always find happiness in sorrow and sorrow in happiness. I always try to be neutral.   Sebenernya itu hal baik atau buruk sih? Gatau juga. I consider this as a good thing, thinking I am not that attached to this world. Meski kadang suka bertanya kepada diri sendiri, apa aku kurang emosional ya? Tapi aku suka marah-marah sih. wkwkw bingung sendiri. Bagaimana hidup 5 tahun ini? Wow, banyak banget hal yang berubah. Perubahan terbesar tentunya menikah dan punya anak. Ini bener-bener life-changing...